"Such a mindless gift"
I bring you this gift of some importance
A journey through cities of pain and rivers of wonder
You need not be afraid, I'll be with you when times are dark
The lights are out, your eyes are closed, when you're not with me

I need this day, raping thoughts, epileptic emotions
Morbid dreams, to see you with me
When does one begin and one stop
Waiting for the expected tears
And where does one begin and one stop
The kaos of my thoughts in pain

All the freaks around me, I watch
I want to capture their attention
Undivided, my pain, hate, feel my misery
Sorry, an empty gesture

I sit in the rain
Drops as large as bricks
Like an ice cube in my palm
Where the nails hammered into
Crawling skin, my soul bright
I view myself in the rain
So peaceful

But lies, mostly lies trapped in a kaotic void
Of the emotion of nothing, watch me
Watch yourself, actually don't bother, don't do a thing
Just be you, for that is what you are, you
I hate myself, for that is what I am, Hatred
I shall see, hear or smell you at a later date
Take care