Collect my thoughts that are in my way All the time i thought i'd say Giving back to what i've gained It's endless, this waiting and waiting Holding the cure in my hands Can't keep the hide on the marrow Watching parades from the stands Collect my thoughts that are in my way All the time i thought i'd say Giving back to what i've gained In the circle, it all follows me Hold the smoke and i will see That there's nothing left for me I was living in a hole Dug beneath the earth, tryin to find my soul In my unclear mind, i was living cold Never realizing time would make me old It's useless to fight when you're empty Throwing your fist with your mind Keep all those games for your weak friends Smiling without any spines I am my own weakness I am my own shit You are just as fucked up as i am I am just as fucked up as you I was living in a hole Dug beneath the earth, tryin to find my soul In my unclear mind, i was living cold Never realizing time would make me old Just a fucked up kid i'll always be I am my own weakness I am my own shit You are just as fucked up as i am I am just as fucked up as you