Happened chance to see the truth Fed the lies within our youth Years of pain These tears that rain Distorted mind, distorted truth Puddles dried so you can't see Lifeless eyes present to thee Watch myself daze Through water's face Replace my soul, replace me Liquid former Shadowed terror So I venture In to my past A utopia My dream Saw a vision To help myself Drown me now Sickness of my own Truth of all the Lies of which you Fed in to my mind Save me from life Recreate my past Which I now forget The times I would smile With no worries Make me strong again Stare in to my eyes Feel the pain I've felt Sense the hurt I have Now that they have gone Peering down to the river See myself playing Younger version of myself Was once happy and content Why can't I live again, Since I've never hurt them? Touching water... Grabbing my reflection Mold myself to my needs Since I've been killing myself Frigid air held the picture Froze my perfect reflection But, I wish to consume And establish all I used to be Wish myself back to health Respect for my own truth Skipping stones Scar my face Youth has died As have I You dream of passion no more