Depressed and tormented I succumb Life is undesirable to me Just beyond the needle My problems lay Solution found with a razor blade One last anguish All that's left No longer suffer endless torment Rusty blade Painful to the touch Droplets of blood tease my taste buds Craving more I slice my chest Lukewarm bath in my own plasma Anxiety attacks me Bleeding Paranoia all that keeps me alive No longer the confusion I've found my solution Laying down I wait for the end For it shall be my finest hour Numbness overtakes Reality sinks in ...And it's way too late to pray