There’s a hole in my soul

Just like every other night I was getting off alone
My lips were paper white and my blood was coming home
Like an axe into my side I couldn’t numb the pain
Do I beg for my life or tell her she’s late?

There’s a hole in my soul

Gag me
Pull me back. Pull me back if I pull away
Gag me
Pull me back. Pull me back. Take it all the way
I’m just a boy and I’m ready to please
So won’t you gag me?

The doctor saved the day
Said I was inches from the end
This morphine led the way so I could crawl out of my skin
I’m pulling at the fat. I’ll chew until it cracks

Can you tie me up?
Can I crawl on my knees?
You complete me
I wanna feel your love
I wanna feel your pain
I wanna feel everything

I wanna feel your love when I stop breathing
I wanna taste my blood
You complete me