Why did you bring me here Or was I doomed for this? A little liquor still lingers on my bruised lips I take a cigarette and light it on the counter stove But now I'm older I can't blame it on the other kids It seems like everywhere I look I see my past again Remember playing ring a rosy in the grass I wonder then if Mrs Maples thought she knew me well And said 'that little girl's gone' end up like her mam, fuck' This is the calm before the storm It starts at 3 PM I smoke my blem and wait for déjà vu to strike He says he loves but he treats me like he doesn't I see an addict when I look into his eyes Like all these settings they just seem so damn familiar My heart is breaking when I see my mother cry But I keep living on a loop and to the same effect This time is different, where I'm really gonna try I get high Only 'cause you always make me teary eyed Said, I get high Only 'cause you always make me teary eyed So, baby please tell me if I be too strong And maybe take a little less next time that you write this song [?] I've been wrong before but now I'm pretty certain You're always gonna pull for me, even when I'm hurting I've been the disturbing murmurs in the back of your turning Said he tried to tell me, wrap me up and keep burning Steep learning but that's how I get through to you I make you spin a few, and [?] I make you beautiful Your mama told you that I'm [?] Lucifer I said I'm grown in the home of the ruthless of the future Tryna be on the level of the boss guys Lost fights, lost lives Reminiscing as I get lost in your locked eyes Burned to burgundy, third degree Surgery is a procedure, I reverse courteously I'll help you murder beasts [?] If you just learn from me Drive you to the heights See the lights, and don't swerve I'll fuck you up I know what you wanna do Know that it's not good for you But you can't kick the habit (Baby) I know what you wanna do Know that it's not good for you But you can't kick the habit (Baby) I (I) get high (High) Only 'cause you always make me teary eyed (I cry) Said, I (I) get high (I get so high) Only 'cause you always make me teary eyed Yo'