Its not the first time that ive felt this way A constant darkness It eats me up everyday I'm not just down, Its like I'm stuck underground. And everytime I find myself on my feet I'm just let down, I wont let myself drown Everyface, everyplace, everything a fuckin waste, We give our lives for just one taste Its safe to say I cherish everyday No giving up I'm here to stay My, my head feels heavy, hopes are low But I will not be the one to show Everything I want to get back, slowly fades And away and turns black Less motivation everyday I never thought these feeings would stay I dont want to end up like the rest.