I need some anesthesia How can you love when you don’t love yourself at all? ‘Cause I’ve been trying so hard To find my way out of the depths of this hole that I’ve dug Or have I gone too far? Let me show you I’ve been there too I don’t know if I can get through (if I can get through) Put me under ‘Cause I can’t stand the pain Lightening and thunder It’s all that’s ever been So make me count backwards from 10 I’ll be asleep by then So put me under I can’t stand the pain I need some anesthesia I need some anesthesia How can you run when you don’t know what you’re running from? No, I haven’t stopped I’ve got scrapes, I’ve got cuts ‘Cause sometimes I might beat myself up So when it’s too much Put me under ‘Cause I can’t stand the pain Lightening and thunder It’s all that’s ever been So make me count backwards from 10 I’ll be asleep by then So put me under ‘Cause I can’t stand the pain 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5 seconds away I’m 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 seconds away Put me under ‘Cause I can’t stand the pain Lightening and thunder It’s all that’s ever been So make me count backwards from 10 I’ll be asleep by then So put me under ‘Cause I can’t stand the pain I need some anesthesia (10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5 seconds away) I need some anesthesia (I’m 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 seconds away) 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5 seconds away I’m 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 seconds away