Cancer of the mind Every word they said Just cannot be justified Grinding down Away at my faith Do I have the will to live? A cold sign of the times Is it wrong of me To contemplate a homicide? If God hates me I'll hate him back And take seven steps forward Towards de-evolution So the truth is what they wish to hide In a world where people should be free From my torment The brick road that I see Is not yellow, it's black And full of misery Yet I have no place else to go 'cos they'll spit back in my face So as the path unwinds My disgust for them Permeates an endless sky Like a storm that just gets worse I challenge the darkness And try to break free from this curse So the truth is what they wish to hide In a world where people should be free And I guess it's true, in trust we die In a whirlwind raging with deceit I keep the demons inside my soul I keep the murders, I can't let go Of hatred for the people That I thought I knew Silence is the beast inside The door that's closed in the back of my mind The part of me that is ready to die When their betrayal lines up with my eyes When I feel incomplete And my shadow will never retreat Deep inside I died on a cross For the faults of my own That I cannot beat They tortured my soul I searched for some meaning in life I stuck to the fight All this has been in vain And it's hard to start again I step inside the eyes of time The world, it turns And churns another crime Another empty year has passed I have regrets, too much I wish to ask And it eats at me like cancer of the mind