I've tried so hard to stand the blame I've played the role of penitence and shame I've nailed my hands to every cross Payed the price my life seemed to cost I've fought against my own small peace Of a bitter destiny Fatefull Memories Learned to torture me Hey H.B. How much is there for me Just a hole in my head And blood on my bed Finally I will be unchained and free Get me off of my knees Hey H.B. I forgot my hunger Food was just pain I ran away so far away But came always back again I gave what I had got With a smile on my face Viscious circles In devils embrace And after all these leeches Sucking off my blood Finally I'm swimming High above the flood With no right nad no wrong No fearfull no strong The conclusion off all Is singing this song