after all the pain I've mastered from all the suffering I've seen this seems to be so monumental this feels so indefensible I can't see beyond, I can't feel me I can't reach me, I can't save me when there's nothing left to say when there's nothing left to lose and I feel forsaken on my way I'll remember you in all your grace in all your moves in all your ways I'll honour you in all my days in all my thoughts in all my ways it feels my inner strength has left me for visions I despise like I'm gradually collapsing until there's no remnant left it's just a matter of time before I get restored it's just a matter of hope before I save myself