Still remember the touch of your sleeves Waking up, I feel you no longer next to me Is this really how my life is supposed to be? Crying, I'm on my knees Mixing weed with the medicine Tryna numb all the pain I see you move onto better things While I'm stuck in the days Why the fuck can't I leave it Feel the weight of your touch Another drink in my cup Too many shots to my brain I think that I had enough And I know it's not your fault That I'm here all on my own It's all a dream, or make believe 'Cause now you're gone Can you hear my voice? Said we built it up from nothing And maybe I, need To close my eyes and pass the feeling But I've been here before It hurts, I can't stay here for longer And, baby, I just needed one more kiss before I say goodbye Lately it's been complicated But I can't bring myself to say it I spend all my nights here wasted Thinking 'bout a false reality Wish we coulda worked out Thinking 'bout us in the past It got me hurt now Everything we ever built went and burnt down Said it was forever, baby look at how we turned out, how we turned out I just wanna be stuck in this dream See you happy with me Know it's make believe I wish I could go back Back to the times we had Baby, I'm stuck in the past I still remember all the nights when you told me that you'd call me I was waiting for your voice to tell me that you were falling I was fighting through my demons, but I know it's my fault That I'm here all on my own Can you hear my voice? Said we built it up from nothing And maybe I, need To close my eyes and pass the feeling But I've been here before It hurts, I can't stay here for longer And baby I just needed one more kiss Before I say goodbye