I remember all the times that I waited outside your door and i hoped to see you out there and let me in and now on my bedroom floor i can feel the cold on my face I hear the voices in this home and i wonder why and i wonder why you are not here and this time forever and i fall (outside the rain turns snow, christmas time at home alone watch this time it fades away, i should go don't wanna stay) so i'm walkin down the street and i'm blinded in the dark by the christmas city lights they posses the night I can't wait until midnight I see people all around me they seem so happy in this place and i wonder why and i wonder why you are not here and this time forever and i fall (outside the rain turns snow, christmas time at home alone watch this time it fades away, i should go don't wanna stay)