Oh My God! My God This Can't Be Happening! God Tell Me, Tell Me This Isn't Real! I Can't Believe All That I Have Foreseen Is Finally Happening. I Cannot For a Single Second Stand the Way I Feel. I Always Knew. I Always Saw It Coming. Enveloped Now, Encased By My Worst Fear. I've Never Felt the Nausea of Longing to Feel Nothing, I Never Wanted to Cease To Exist, Just Disappear. Fear Memories Are All That Lie Ahead. Never Have I Felt So Lost. Memories Dull My Senses. Fear Tragedy Is All That Lies Ahead. Never Have I Felt So Dead. Once Felt So Warm, no I'm Fucking Freezing. I Am the Once Embraced Abandoned One. I Raised My Eyes Up to the Light in Hopes of Finding Healing; No Relief Was Mine, I Was Burnt, By the Sun.