Been living existentially
For months
Feels like days
I feel you in different plain
Unknown
Hating myself for forgetting your voice
And things you would say
Tend to let my mind take over my brain sometimes
Sleeping when I'm awake
Staying locked up in my head
Where I speak with the dead

Should I surrender
Cause nothing lasts forever
I've broke bones to get this far
Just gotta keep it together
When everything I'm dreaming of
Fades in to gray
The life that I envision
Seems so bright anyway

Finding that peace
Digging so deep it hurts to look in
Cuts through I don't have the skin
I'm blind like you wanted
I'm trying compose it
Thinking bout your voice
And things you would say
Tend to let my mind take over my brain sometimes
Sleeping when I'm awake
I just wanna speak with the dead
Wanna scream with the dead yeah

Should I surrender
Cause nothing lasts forever
I've broke bones to get this far
Just gotta keep it together
When everything I'm dreaming of
Fades in to gray
The life that I envision
Seems so bright anyway

Giving in
Turning that last corner to the end
Speak with me
Tell me you're not leaving when you're gone
Not leaving when you're gone

Should I surrender
Cause nothing lasts forever
I've broke bones to get this far
Just gotta keep it together
When everything I'm dreaming of
Fades in to gray
The life that I envision
Seems so bright anyway