'Cause you always seem to be sticking around
The pressure is rising, and I'm 'bout to drown
I thought you said that
It would be better if I didn't look
But I smile back and maybe I took
This all for granted

But now you're here in my arms
The room is cold, you set alarms
But I've been running from you my whole life

'Cause I have been losing all faith in myself
I have been trying to get off the shelf
I needed to
But I'm getting scared, I can't do it alone
And I'm just so nervous when I lose my phone
I can't get through

'Cause I've been running from you my whole life
Filled with indecision all the time
But now you're here in my arms
The room is cold, you set alarms
But I've been running from you my whole life

Lately I haven't been doing a lot
The clothes on my floor have been piling up
I can't walk through
Forget what I said about being alone
I hate this shit and I wanna go home
Be next to you
'Cause happy times only make missing you worse
I'm not losing hope, I'm just hoping this works
Well, don't you too?

'Cause I've been runnin' from you my whole life
Filled with indecision all the time
Now you're here in my arms
The room is cold, you set alarms
But I've been running from you my whole life

'Cause I don't need exercise
I need an exorcism
And I don't need extra drugs
Bro, I'm really failing
And I don't need a fucking hug
I need some repetition
When I said I gave a fuck
I swear that I was kidding
Drove by my old apartment
Let's be real, that shit was ours
But after you departed
Spent my money on the bars
And cigars with some weed
Uber cars, with just me
Your new boy thinks you love him
But you told that shit to me

'Cause I've been runnin' from you my whole life
Filled with indecision all the time
But now you're here in my arms
The room is cold, you set alarms
But I've been running from you my whole life